We inhabit the same rock in space And yet I don't think you see that we're the same You're seeking status that is human made While I try my best to make myself a barricade From all the bullshit your beliefs create As I'm forced to sit down and spectate As all the world's turned into a stage For those that think they're the victims of hate Does it hurt to be so insecure as to force it upon others? The persistence of a cult based on suspicions of one another You should know that it hates you as much as it hates the opposition Of course, I don't expect you to admit it Do you wish to go on uninterrupted about your "oppression"? Or am I able to ask a single fucking question? Does the world that you envision feel complete Or are you chasing something to avoid defeat? Who is making you cry these tears? Is there anyone you can trust here? How did you get to where you are now? Are you here by choice or are you trapped in the clouds? (If you want to shoot yourself in the fucking foot, Please be my guest, just aim for the head But don't you dare fucking drag me into this insecure bullshit Don't be surprised when you find yourself running out of breath You're the reason why there have been so many deaths Please just spare us all and kill yourself) You have nothing at all But a cult that wrapped its influence around your frontal lobe You have nothing at all But a cult that wrapped its influence around your frontal lobe You had to discard it all For the ones that made you leave your friends and all you used to know You had to discard it all For the ones that made you leave your friends and all you used to know

It's strange how people will change their views Once they're seated in the upper class They seem to have convinced you that it's possible To earn as much as they have without exploiting everyone in your path And I've had it with your plastic fucking smile Concepts planted in your head that killed so many with no trial Stop deflecting onto me when you have nothing meaningful to say It's all they want for you to do to waste away Living like you would make me hate myself As I'm sure you already do And I'm sorry Why are you living your life away from yourself This isn't the person that I know and want to help Is it my fault that you felt the need to turn to this And can I change it back, please? You're wasting your time and hurting others by worshipping this man Do you have any sense of humanity left Get the hell out while you still can And clean the blood from the basement Say hello to the rats for me I don't care I don't know if I care (What the fuck am I saying?) (You hate everyone including me for supporting these views) I'm horrible and I'm sorry and you probably agree Oh, but it's not your fault Just blame the Democrats It's never your fault Just blame the middle class It's easy to shift the blame It's all just a game The people you wanna save are not on the same page The many you've betrayed will not live another day And you will never seek help

Do you hear it? The horrid laughter It's been aimed after Both of us But it feels so good to play dumb And pretend that you're laughing with them Do you hear it? The horrid laughter It's been aimed after Both of us Yet it feels so good to play numb And pretend that you're laughing with them Do you feel special? Do you feel special? Do you feel special? Do you feel special? The worst part is that it seems like I could talk to you That's what separates you from your truth Making others hate themselves anew Just because you can't cope with the pain you've been through I'm tired of seeing my family killed I'm tired of being killed by my family I don't know about you Living like you would make my hate myself As I'm sure you already do You must feel special You must feel special You must feel special You must feel special I'm tired of those who think they know everything about me but they don't They don't look around Too focused on other's opinions to cast the prejudice out Dysphoria mounds Cling onto their skin as they kill everything that's within To be in a crowd Of those who hate the basic concept of their existence Yet they find they are proud Do you feel special? Do you feel special? Do you feel special? Do you feel special? Do you enjoy shooting your own down? The state of our community left as it was found Do you enjoy shooting your own down? The state of our community made worse since you're around We're all trenders to you We're being ourselves at the expense of making you look bad We're all trenders to you Our dysphoria is invalid (Do you feel special?) (x3)

How was your life today And why does it feel so weird to take the hint and stay away? I wish you the best of luck today Even if it's done from lightyears away Even if I have more to live for nowadays A piece of me is missing that I left at your place Even if things are better for the two of us I still can't tell the distance from the sun Maybe you can guide me there one day Just so I can guiltlessly see your face I know I will always be waiting So please don't be a stranger that I can't erase Why do I feel sick at your success? Is it because you'll freefall off the edge? One which only exists in my head Am I meant to let you go instead And feel evermore distant from your friends? Please don't let this be the end Maybe writing one more song will let me see you once again I know you'll talk to me when you're ready But I can't tell how long I'll have to hold on to old memories Am I meant to let you go instead and feel ever closer to the edge? Am I meant to let you go instead and feel ever closer to the edge? Why do I feel so used to it? Has anything even really changed at all? Stuck with an image inside my head Of a you that sees me as impossible Even knowing that the worst of you is dead I know that you haven't yelled at me But I know that I did something wrong I don't want to be the enemy I've been walking on eggshells all along Just so I can make this work again I'm so scared of what I'll do There's so much I need to tell you But in this theater of ash and smoke With no agency over the screen It seems that all I can do is watch myself destroy me and you (Please don't leave me, I'm insane, I'm insane I can't message you, not today, not today) (x4) I'm so scared of what I'll do There's so much I need to tell you But in this theater of ash and smoke With no agency over the screen It seems that all I can do is watch myself destroy me and you You dragged me out But I don't wanna leave just yet Don't pop the bubble, I wanna feel the ash and rubble bury my head It's the birthplace of the me that I know The music, the memories, the cancer, the dread A de facto existence The walls closed in, and it's pronounced dead The placenta was warm But it had to be punctured for me to take my first breath I didn't even know, did I? I didn't even know until she told me (x4) (You're still alive, I'm still grieving Ignorance was bliss, ignorance was shit Proč to nevìm?) (I love you and I'm sorry) [Lyrics omitted] Please say hi to your friends for me For I burned those bridges pitifully Why do you trust me? Is it because you're plagued with misplaced sympathy? You should hate me I'm a freak that treated you horribly I couldn't help when you cried to me Yet you seem to be open to forgiving me They haven't learned the real me The friends of yours that still see the good in me I don't know how you're okay with another song It must feel so awkward You must feel so horrible Please forgive me Even if you've done so already I need to be on my knees so you'll see that I'm sorry So you'll see that I'm sorry (x6) (You had your back to me To show your vulnerability My sympathy was truly there, please trust me) (Why are we familiar strangers? Things have changed so much so fast) (x5) If we met after our lives I would want to feel fifteen I want you to close the distance out I just want to hug you for eternity If we met after our lives I would want to feel sixteen I want you to tell me how to help I just want to hug you for eternity If we met after our lives I'd want to feel seventeen I want you to comfort me I just want to hug you for eternity If we met after our lives I would want to feel eighteen I want you to tell me how it felt I just want to hug you for eternity (Who am I now?) You're like a sister to me I want to be like you You came so close What would I do if I lost you? If we met after our lives I would want to feel fifteen I want you to close the distance out I just want to hug you for eternity If we met after our lives I would want to feel sixteen I want you to tell me how to help I just want to hug you for eternity If we met after our lives I'd want to feel seventeen I want you to comfort me I just want to hug you for eternity If we met after our lives I would want to feel eighteen I want you to tell me how it felt I just want to hug you for eternity